Tuesday, 2 May 2017

End // Start

#np: Guardians of the Galaxy : Awesome Mix Vol. 2
(this is my most favourite track at this moment) (I hope my wifi connection could be a little bit stronger from my room to the router, just a little bit will do. >:( )


It feels so good to be back here, where I can completely be myself, say what I want, and do what I think I can do to best. :) I seldom come back here already and I hate this fact that showed I'm lazy shit enough. I need to get my ass up and update more frequent, I have to.

The title is not really just as simple as that. There's a lot of starting points yet ending points in all of our lives. I wish my foundation life would never comes to an end since it's been so great and amazing for me; soon I'll be starting my degree, but it's not really the same like what I've been imagining since I was young. I've never thought of starting my university life so soon, no matter for pre-u stage or this phase which I'm currently facing, the soon to go to degree stage. I've never know life could be so fast and now I am a partially-grown-up human being already. Foundation life in Utar has been real fantastic for me, I love it, I've enjoyed it so much. I guess I should write more on thoughts and emotions about it after I come back from the trip. We'll continue that in the future.

An unofficial nineteen teenager, what I realised from life is that it is not easy to live but life could be harder without all the things that I had or currently having. Learn to appreciate and be thankful is one big key to happiness, I guess. Since I was small, I've always wonder what and how does it look like to be an adult. Well, now I know why Peter Pan doesn't want to grow up, me neither peter. Life is full of good stuffs yet tones of obstacles, but it's fair enough. How much happiness you want, how much pain you must learn to bear with. Just my point of view.

把握当下,做什么都要及时。我是一个很遵守这个规则的人,我一向来想到什么都会说什么,想要做的别人也阻止不了我。冲动是我最大的弱点,但却是我唯一能过做好的优点。总是说要改这个要改那个可是好像到头来什么都做不好,真的希望自己可以努力努力再努力。加油何淑仪,要有好的生活,首先要先有好的态度。;)
人生可以拥有的事情和事物不多,所以要珍惜也要感恩。我很感激到现在为止认识的人,拥有的东西,学过的教训,还有吃过的食物,哈哈哈哈哈。
爱情现在对我来说真的不太重要,但是我还是真的会很想很想你,真搞不清楚自己在干什么,神经病。
这一刻,我好感恩,我好知足,我也真的好想你。

Goodnight world.
Hope it'll be a good trip tomorrow!
Ciao xoxo