today I'm grateful for having the ability to sit down, talk about everything anything & watch tv news with my parents 👨👩👧👦
today I'm grateful for being able to breathe, to drink & eat, to move around and to be myself 👧🏻
today I'm grateful for willing to accept & complete the assessment given, be it succeed or failed, I'm still happy 🤓
today I'm just feeling so blessed 💗
i woke up like 12 today, feeling a bit sucky cuz originally i planned to wake up early to exercise then only proceed with my subsequent activities, originally wanted to exercise with mom...
woke up from bed, washed my face, straight went and have my lunch cuz i was starving haha
decided that I need to finish off what has been on my mind ever since i was notified --- THE ASSESSMENT!!
relaxed & chill for awhile, then i go on and started working on my assessment! it was a damn tough one but i'm really excited and looking forward to my career growth after this (if i'm really that luckily to get in 🥺) hahah 既期待又怕受傷害. . . felt so stressed and dizzy and nauseous when i was completing the task but i'm really really happy even if it's just a minor probability for me to be hired . . .
and... it's done after few hours! nausea asf but it's small matter haha
my family was having steamboat for dinner tonight, they left part of it for me. was really happy that i got to sit down and have my dinner while i was talking to baba mama about white flag, covid, politics etc. i'm just super grateful for moments like this, genuine happiness.
realised my dad was watching news through his phone, so i decided to try again to open up tv although it has problems dy. gotta fix it after this whole pandemic, or else it's gonna sit there and be a huge waste.
now we're all sitting in the living room, chilling with own devices, but i'm still feeling blessed. for being able to see their faces, hear their voices, just being with them.
til next time. love, sooks.
